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Pinyin Lyrics: 学不会- JJ Lin Jun Jie

2011-12-16T15:15:00.001+08:00

你的痛苦我都心疼想为你解决
Ni de tong ku wo dou xin teng xiang wei ni jie jue
挡开流言紧握你手想飞奔往前
Dang kai liu yan jin wo ni shou xiang fei ben wang qian
我相信爱能证明一切
Wo xiang xin ai neng zheng ming yi qie
够真心会超越时间
Gou zhen xin hui chao yue shi jian
多付出也多了喜悦让幸福蔓延
Duo fu chu ye duo le xi yue rang xing fu man yan

总是学不会再聪明一点
Zong shi xue bu hui zai cong ming yi dian
记得自我保护必要时候讲些善意谎言
Ji de zi wo bao hu bi yao shi hou jiang xie shan yi huang yan
总是学不会真爱也有现实面
Zong shi xue bu hui zhen ai ye you xian shi mian
不是谁情愿就能够解决
Bu shi shei qing yuan jiu neng gou jie jue

一次争吵一个心结累积着改变
Yi ci zheng chao yi ge xin jie lei ji zhe gai bian
内心疏远足够秒杀外表多浓烈
Nei xin shu yuan zu gou miao sha wai biao duo nong lie
才发现爱不代表一切
Cai fa xian ai bu dai biao yi qie
再真心也会被阻绝
Zai zhen xin ye hui bei zu jue
这世界天天有诡雷随时会爆裂
Zhe shi jie tian tian you gui lei sui shi hui bao lie

还是学不会少浪漫一点
Hai shi xue bu hui shao lang man yi dian
拼命着想的事未必带来感动或被感谢
Pin ming zhuo xiang de shi wei bi dai lai gan dong huo bei gan xie
还是学不会解释我最伤
Hai shi xue bu hui jie shi wo zui shang
最累痛死都不愿怪谁
Zui lei tong si dou bu yuan guai shei

把每段痴情苦恋在此刻排列面前
Ba mei duan chi qing ku lian zai ci ke pai lie mian qian
也感觉不埋怨只怀念
Ye gan jue bu man yuan zhi huai nian

总是学不会再聪明一点
Zong shi xue bu hui zai cong ming yi dian
记得自我保护必要时候讲些善意谎言
Ji de zi wo bao hu bi yao shi hou jiang xie shan yi huang yan
不是学不会只是觉得爱太美
Bu shi xue bu hui zhi shi jue de ai tai mei
值得去沉醉流泪
Zhi de qu chen zui liu lei

2011-09-10T01:24:00.002+08:00

Juz a super random post on all da awesome ppl I've met frm my pri sch GB period all da way till my sec sch..
Pri sch in GB, I met wonderful helpers lke jiejie serene, jiejie Mary, jiejie Elina, jiejie Fay, uncle John, korkor wikiat, korkor Caleb, etc
Of cuz all da wonderful juniors n seniors too..
In sec sch GB, I met ppl lke Cindy mdm, Michelle mdm, Audrey mdm, yuh Jia mdm, mei shi mdm, Xin yan mdm, penny mdm, Sarah mdm, ms ruth lee, ms shirley chua, etc..
Of cuz also same all da juniors n seniors..
In sec sch for prefects, I met awesome teacher in charge lke ms wu, ms lio, mr Chua, mrs Ng, ms Joanna tan, etc
And also juniors n seniors..
Also both my principals Mrs Yeo! Mrs Jenny Yeo & Mrs Yeo Chin Nam & VP Mrs Goh too!
Also for prefects, nt forgetting my EXCO members, wei chard Jit Nung Gerald Kenneth & yueying..n da EXCOs b4 my batch!

All this moments spend with all these awesome ppl..it will always be gd memories for me to keep in my mind & heart..
Really enjoy tt period of my life..
But well life still goes on..all this will only be memories..things wun be da same forever..
Things changes so does ppl..
I change too..but I belief all of us change for gd!
Nw I gt my own frenz too..hahaz..life still as happy!
My awesome boyfriend & girlfriends & buddies! :)

2011-07-31T13:23:00.002+08:00

Update of photos..

starting frm da oldest to da newest! :)

2011-06-17T21:56:00.002+08:00

meet up wif agnes, andrea & zhenqi to celebrate my bday !

below is a picture of da gift frm dem..

n oso a grp photo..

da rest of da photos are on fb..xD

2011-06-13T12:33:00.002+08:00

Thankyou everyone for ur wishes !
oh n nt forgetting to thank buddies & my baby + his family for da presents !

n of cuz da bday celebration ! :)

thx buddies for da baileys !

we shall hav it tgt on our next gathering..

sry tt i dun really drink much nw..

but well..u all can help me by finishing up da baileys ! :)

of cuz thankyou baby for making my wish cme true..

getting me both polaroid n oso da Mc can glass ! :)

da can glass is GREEN !!!! :)

oh n of cuz thankyou my family for da angbaos, necklace & perhaps iPhone too..

wahahahahahaz..i shall juz treat iPhone as one of my bday gifts..

oh n oso da laptop cooling pad..

no more overheating of my laptop anymore..

ohoh..n nt forgetting Sarah chua for her long long bday msg..

hahaz..xie xie ni ! :)

ohoh..n of cuz xueting too..

hahaz..nice try ar..wishing me so late..

but at least still on actual day ! :)

thankyou for all da wonderful ppl ard me..

thank God for everything..

oh well..i hav another bday celebration coming up..

tis time is wif my poly-mates..

cant wait to meet dem..

oh toking abt poly-mates..

let me share wif u guys a vry funny/cute/touching story tt happens juz 2min b4 12 june..

sumbody by da name of Agnes Wan..

called me juz 2 mins b4 my bday..

n she insist tt i muz nt hang her call..

n tt she will tok to me for another 2 mins..

so tt she will be da 1st to wish me..

n on da other hand..

she was preparing on fb to wish me too..

n den she spammed me on twitter, my blog & oso fb msg..

so cute of her yeah ?

oh n she insist tt her sister, rachel to be da 2nd to wish me..

by passing da phone to rachel..

hahaz..thankyou so much !

tt's vry vry vry sweet of u..

my 4eva boyfriend ~!

hehe..oops..i gt too many boyfriend ?

nope nope..only 3..

2 of which r my female frenz..

n da only guy is of cuz my real boyfriend..

I Love You, Charlton Chai ! ♥

oh..n Agnes Wan, ahtham, sarah & xueting too..xD

2011-06-09T20:30:00.002+08:00

sum plans for da following few days..

10th: buddies at timbre
11th: family

12th: baby at science center
17th: poly mates..

i've gt 4 bday celebration so far..
n i guess tt's all..xD

anyways..if u r planning to get me present..
dun follow wat's written on my wishlist..
cuz is nt UPDATED ! :)

hahaz..xD

2011-05-29T20:24:00.000+08:00

my future ! :)

I Love You !

2011-05-28T21:20:00.002+08:00

A lil joke to brighten up ur day !

Me: Eh..dun snatch frm me..i wanna bathe de
Dad: Let me bathe 1st la..i aftr work vry tired de eh
Me: No..i wan bathe nw
Dad: ok..we scissors, paper, stone..see who win
Me: ok..wait wait..i get my clothing ready 1st..
*Dad walk off to kitchen*
Me: Eh..cannot cheat hor..muz scissors, paper, stone see who win
Dad: okok..
*with clothing on hand, run to the bathrm..*
*at da door of bathrm*
Me: Mummy ! pass me my towel..
Dad: Eh..no no no..scissors, paper, stone..muz keep ur promise..
Me: okok..cme cme..
*scissors, paper, stone*
(wait till dad cme out wif sign, den i put out winning sign)
Dad: Eh..nt counted..
*Bang..door closed*

2011-05-06T23:02:00.002+08:00

DEMAND FRM AHTHAM !!!!

sum update of my life..

recently had a bbq at hillock to celebrate winnie's & doris's bday..
n den we went to red pig restaurant for korean bbq..

n da food dere is nice ! :)

hahaz..

as for today..

i met up wif agnes, zhenqi & andrea..

alot of gossips & alot of disturbing & of cuz alot of updating !

hahaz..

oh well all da test n hmework deadline r nearer..

is time for me to start working !!! :(

God bless me ! :)

2011-04-22T23:49:00.002+08:00

once agn is another good friday..

each year, i'll spend tis day differently..

lke for last year..

i went for 2 party by two different cell grp..

n as for tis year..

i went for da service at CHC..

n for today..i gt reminded abt quite alot of things during da service..

things lke i once received tongues..

but i didnt practice it n it's gone..

things lke hw FCBC preaching is diff frm CHC..

n oso abt da times whn i drift apart frm God..

n oso da times whn He answered my prayers..

of cuz..i oso gt reminded of a qns tt i've oways been asking myself..

'y God did nt answer my prayer i've made abt my grandparents ?'

i've oways been wondering n thinking..

alot of ppl said tt God will heal us if we pray..

but y ain't my grandparents been healed..

tis is da only thing tt i cant explain it..

but still..i rmbr da sense of joy i had whn da holy spirit touched my heart..

is a vry blissful feeling deep dwn..

which words cant explain it..

is lke whnever i worship wif da other members of da church..

da sense of joy tt will cme upon me..

tt's wat i really enjoy..

n of cuz da sense of security n ease..

at times i do go for service wif alot of trouble deep dwn my heart..

but is da kind of relief i experience whn i worship God..

n for many many years..

im aware of hw da cruxification of Jesus is been done..

but still every year..

whether izzit thru da dramas (by CHC) or any other method..

whnever it cmes to da part whn Jesus is been wiped..

my tears will juz roll dwn..

da sadness deep dwn..

da pain i felt..

i juz cant explain y i will feel tt way..

n tt's usually whn i realize all da sins i've made..

tt's oso da moment whn i reflect on my actions of da year..

wat mistakes i've done..

n hw sum things i can make improvement on..

surprisingly dere's alot for me to post abt..

but well..tis post is really wat i wanna say..

things tt r written frm da bottom of my heart..

I Love You, Jesus !

Thankyou for dying on the cross for the sins I've made !

Thankyou for everything that You have done for me !

2011-04-18T23:51:00.001+08:00

Anywhere you are, I am near

Anywhere you go, I'll be there

Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see

How every single promise I keep

Cuz what kind of guy would I be

If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words

If you really don't mean them

When you say them

What are words

If they're only for good times

Then they don't

When it's love

Yeah, you say them out loud

Those words, They never go away

They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me

And I know I'm meant to be where I am

And I'm gonna be

Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side

I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words

If you really don't mean them

When you say them

What are words

If they're only for good times

Then they don't

When it's love

Yeah, you say them out loud

Those words, They never go away

They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near

Anywhere you go, I'll be there

And I'm gonna be here forever more

Every single promise I keep

Cuz what kind of guy would I be

If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

- "What Are Words" by Chris Medina

2011-04-17T22:27:00.003+08:00

so fast tmr jiu 1st day of sch le..

tis sem is really alot of being alone..

frenz all in attachment..

but well..tis sem will pass vry fast de..

n sn my frenz will be bck to join me..

n aftr which is another sem of bein alone agn..

hate tis feeling..

i noe tis day will cme..

but still..i hate it ! :((((((((((

2011-04-13T22:46:00.002+08:00

im nt happy..

yes..due to failing modules i hav to stay extra 1 sem..

n yes..tt makes u pay more money..

but hello..studies & dance is different thing..

u do noe frm da start tt dance fees aint tt cheap..

n hello..is a total of $420 for 3 mths lessons..

nt as if is one mth eh..

if u r unwilling to pay for it..

den i juz quit lo..

n no point sayin sry in da future..

for my dreams has been crashed once i quit dance..

short n sweet..

if i hav da ability..

i will 100% work n pay for my own dance fees..

but sry..i dun..is either i study or i work..

if only i hav lots n lots n lots of money..

:((((((((((((((

2011-04-10T11:56:00.002+08:00

wow..so fast coming to da end of 2nd last wk of hols..

it oso means tt i only gt 1 wk more to enjoy.. n den will start studying for da next 17wks..

b4 i get to enjoy my long long hols agn!

oh..n believe it or nt..

recently i gt a dream..

which is tt i pass all my modules for da new sem..

sot rite..

hahaz..da feeling of failing really sux ar..

so dun wish to fail anymore..

esp wif my baby by my side..

my personal teacher eh..

hahaz..xD

so ppl..let's study hard for da new sem ahead okies ?

as for ppl gg attachment..

jiayous at ur attachment okies ???

imma will try my vry best to meet up wif u all..

lke for dinner or sumthing..xD

so ppl..enjoy ur last wk of hols ! :)

2011-04-01T19:21:00.002+08:00

whew~ lke finally exam is over.. n will be havin 1 wk term break.. da four of us went thru alot tgt.. thick & thin.. n of cuz..dere's more to cme in da future.. let's keep up da gd work.. ohohoh..n point shoes is on its way to us ! :)

hahaz..enjoy da break ! :)

side track to my life.. baby's coming bck tonite.. imma gonna hug my fone whole nite juz to wait for his msg.. nah..im juz jkin.. im kinda tired, perhaps is cuz wake up too early bah..

but well..BABY GONNA BE BCK TONITE !!!

n im meetin him tmr.. has been a wk since we last met.. n i do hope he'll lke my surprises ! :)))

*hiak hiak hiak..*

gonna keep baby wondering wat surprises r dere ! xD

2011-03-30T13:30:00.002+08:00

It's snowing in korea.. n below is a pic baby took for me ! :)

ohohoh..n today is wednesday le !!!

means tmr de tmr baby gonna be bck !!!

happy ttm !

it oso means im meetin baby on tmr de tmr de tmr !!!

imma missing him lke hell la.. is lke da only time where i get to meet him is in my dreams..

omg..so sad rite..

anyways..gt ard 3 surprises for baby !

wahahahaz..shall c if he will be touched till he tears.. wahahahahaz..imma evil gal ! :)

2011-03-28T22:28:00.003+08:00

Oh her eyes, her eyes

Make the stars look like they're not shining

Her hair, her hair

Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful

And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know

When I compliment her

She wont believe me

And its so, its so

Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay I say

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile,

The whole world stops and stares for awhile

Cause girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails

I could kiss them all day if she'd let me

Her laugh, her laugh

She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful

And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know

I'd never ask you to change

If perfect is what you're searching for

Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking

If you look okay You know I say

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile,

The whole world stops and stares for awhile

Cause girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

The way you are

Girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile,

The whole world stops and stares for awhile

Cause girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

2011-03-28T19:35:00.003+08:00

Happy 2nd Month ! :)

tis oso means tt u will be bck sn !

hehe..ohoh..n i finally get to tok to u..

hehe..I Love You Charlton Chai ! :)

oh well..im meetin my boyfriend ltr.. a.k.a agnes wan ! :)

gonna hav dinner wif her.. plus get my present frm her..

wonder wat she got for me..

ohohoh..n im gg off next wk..

tt's lke uber fast..n finally..

genting here i cme..

hahaz..it seem lke okok only cuz is genting..

but excited for tis is da 1st time im gg overseas wif my bf ! :)

wahahahaz..thou my dad gg too la..

next time i shall try gg overseas without any of my parents ! :)

wahahahz..xD

anyways..ppl..if wan anything frm m'sia tell me..

i'll try my best to get for u guys..

nt confirm will get it but will try my best..xD

hehe =)

2011-03-27T14:45:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday JJ !

2011-03-23T15:21:00.000+08:00

I Love You This Much ! :)

I'll try to make tis bento for u :)

2011-03-22T20:47:00.002+08:00

woots..happy ttm !!!

i can enjoy my trip to genting liao..

wif no worries at all..

I FREAKING PASS ALL MY MODULES !!!

if only i met u earlier..

u will force me to study !!!

hehe..

oh well..still i nid to thank God !!!

thanks alot !!! xD

thanks to my dear God, n my baby !!!

thankyou for ur guidance..xD

luv u ttm !!!

happy for ur results too..

enjoy urself whn u go overseas wor !

hehe =)

2011-03-21T21:43:00.002+08:00

oh well aftr playin for so long..

tmr is da day man..

tmr will decide if i will enjoy da rest of my hols..

or i will juz emo for da rest of my hols..

oh my..i really pray super hard i will pass all..

im fine wif all modules..

but quite worried for HMT only..

oh well..i dun wan repeat any module..

plz God, let me pass all..

n i'll promise to work hard for da new sem..

n tt's it for my poly life man..

no more failing of modules..

so yea..plz plz..let me pass !!!! =X

2011-03-14T00:46:00.002+08:00

OMG..

coffee seriously dun let me slp..

but still i dun regret !!!

hahaz..

coffee plus fries makes my supper..

oh ahtham's supper too..

is sinful..

but hu cares..

at least we had our stomach filled..

hehe..xD

but well...abit pissed today..

shall nt mention it out..

juz btwn ahtham & me sua..

oh n yes..

tmr im meetin my baby le..

woots !!!

lke nice only..

cant imagine hw m i suppose to survive whn he go korea..

sure die de lo..

8 days eh..haish..

8 days str no communication..

haish..

i shall survive thru it bah !!!

2011-03-11T23:48:00.001+08:00

whee~

hw happy can i go ???

finally ate astons aftr craving for so long..

n i bought JJ's new album !!!

whee ~

i'm a happy gal..xD

oh n i found gordon's fb..

im happy i dun deny..

but wateva it is..

is ordy da past !!!!

nw i only love charlton ! xD

hehe..xD

2011-03-01T22:13:00.001+08:00

2011-02-28T22:11:00.002+08:00

woohoo..

i smell da air of freedom !!!

exams ended le..

lke finally time to relax..

but for my dance still cant relax..

oh well..im so damn gonna enjoy myself da next few days..

hahaz..until i hav my dance exam..

n im gonna enjoy n spend my time to da fullest in apr !

hahaz..Genting here i cme !

woots..oh n of cuz catchin up wif alot of ppl..

lke sarah, xt, wx, ahtham, clique 5..

alot alot alot of ppl to meet up..

oh n of cuz nt forgettin my beloved baby !

hahaz..xD

2011-02-26T22:59:00.001+08:00

看蓝蓝的天空下
绵绵的白云停在你脸上
爱在巴黎的塞纳河畔上面晀望
赶不上的玻璃船
却不觉得遗憾
早已沉醉在你暖暖的手掌
紧握住我不放
偷偷的闻着你
带着孩子气的男人香
呼... 我喜欢
就这样靠在你胸膛
呼... 我喜欢
没有时间没有方向
呼... 我喜欢
像这样爱的好自然
不用管别人投什么眼光
随你带着我四处去游荡
呼... 我喜欢
一醒来有你在身旁
呼... 我喜欢
赖在床上看你喝汤
呼... 我喜欢
你的手放在我肩膀
像是担心我会消失一样
为我每一吋消瘦而感伤
好想就这样
有你在身旁
一直到天长
在日记里圈上每一页都有你
好幸福的时光
对照第一次见面到此刻的温柔
是不是都一样
却不找不到遗憾
早已沉醉在你暖暖的手掌
紧握住我不放
偷偷的闻着你
带着孩子气的男人香
呼... 我喜欢
就这样靠在你胸膛
呼... 我喜欢
没有时间没有方向
呼... 我喜欢
像这样爱的好自然
不用管别人投什么眼光
随你带着我四处去游荡
呼... 我喜欢
一醒来有你在身旁
呼... 我喜欢
赖在床上看你喝汤
呼... 我喜欢
你的手放在我肩膀
像是担心我会消失一样
为我每一吋瘦弱而感伤
好想就这样
呼... 我喜欢
一醒来有你在身旁
呼... 我喜欢
赖在床上看你喝汤
呼... 我喜欢
你的手放在我肩膀
像是担心我会消失一样
为我每一吋瘦弱而感伤
好想就这样
有你在身旁
一直到天长

2011-02-26T21:50:00.002+08:00

hmmm..let me update on my schedule for da wk..

mon im gonna hav my last ppr !

oh n mon is our 1st mth !

whee~

lke finally n lke fast..

but i wun be meetin baby as he gt ppr next day

so mon aftr ppr..sld be sum shopping..

den facial in da evening ! xD

okies as for march..

here's da schedule:

1st: meeting shawn + ahtham

2nd: meeting baby

3rd: meetin joey ? (TBC)

4th: NAPFA + wedding

5th: shopping ? + timebre

6th: ubin wif ahtham & shawn

aftr tis 6 days of playin..

i will be heading to work..

nid earn more money..

den will focus on my ballet exam..

n aftr ballet exam will be overseas time !

GENTING ~ !!! woots !!! xD

2011-02-26T21:42:00.001+08:00

sum fotos of my super adorable boyfriend ! xD

2011-02-19T23:53:00.002+08:00

I love you, baby !

2011-02-17T23:14:00.002+08:00

i dun seem to be able to handle my time well..

i will oways ended up neglecting my frenz..

but i oso dun wanna leave baby alone..

i vry luan..i feel vry fan..feel vry pressurized..

i really wanna balance my time well..

btwn bf & frenz..

frankly speaking..

i ordy dun really hav much time in a wk le..

cuz i ordy spend lke 4 days a wk on dance le..

so yea..suddenly feels tt i sld really plan my time well..

esp for tis coming hols..

since dere's really a handful of dem tt i gotta catch up wif..

plz God..i pray for ur guidence..

help me to plan my time well Lord..

feel tt my time lke abit screwed up.. :(

2011-02-15T19:22:00.002+08:00

let me update abt my valentine's day ! xD

was kinda sian to hav make up lesson on v day..

but well at least im able to meet my frenz..

so ok bah..acceptable..

oh n my baby travel all da way to sch to fetch me..

aint he juz sweet ???

anyways..1st present on v day was frm AGNES !

thankyou boyfriend !

i luv u..oh n ur shit too..xP

den of cuz remaining gifts r frm my baby !

gift #1: nicely done card..

(perhaps i sld upload fotos of da cards he done for me..)

gift #2: Ferrero Rondnoir

(my fav choc !!!)

gift #3: GREEN hairband, GREEN bangle, GREEN earrings

(cuz my fav colour is GREEN)

gift #4: stitch soft toy in a leopard costume

(my fav cartoon is STITCH !!!)

aint he juz sweet ???

hahaz..ohohoh..

da gift tt surprise me most was da stitch soft toy !!!

thankyou baby !!!

I LOVE CHARLTON CHAI ! xD

oh anyways..

i didnt hav a proper lunch ytd..

except da sushi & brownie made by me..

n 2 cheezy hotdog frm GV..

hahaz..nw..y gt GV..

cuz baby's plan was aftr fin da food i made..

we went great world for movie..

n we went to watch 'Black Swan' !!!

aint da plan juz too perfect ???

anyways da movie was nice..

indeed da ballet technique impress me alot !

but those dirty parts of da movie was a total turn off ! -.-"

oh..n we had our dinner at ichiban..

cuz i say so !

hahaz..salmon sashimi..!!!

hahaz..my baby juz love me too much !

i dunno y..

but im super sure u r da one..

im sure u wun break my heart..

i wanna spend every of my valentine's day wif u..

oh..of cuz da best is every single day wif u..!!!

i love you baby ! xD

2011-02-13T23:39:00.000+08:00

爱情是一种怪事　　
我开始全身不受控制　　
爱情是一种本事　　
我开始连自己都不是　　
为你我做了太多的傻事　　
第一件就是为你写诗　　

为你写诗为你静止　　
为你做不可能的事　　
为你我学会弹琴写词　　
为你失去理智　　
为你写诗为你静止　　
为你做不可能的事　　
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子　　
我忘了说　　
最美的是你的名字　　

爱情是一种怪事　　
你的笑容是唯一宗旨　　
爱情是一种本事　　
我在你心里什么位置　　
为你我做了太多的傻事　　
第一件就是为你写诗　　

为你写诗为你静止　　
为你做不可能的事　　
为你我学会弹琴写词　　
为你失去理智　　
为你写诗为你静止　　
为你做不可能的事　　
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子　　
我忘了说　　
最美的是你的名字　　
为你写诗为你静止　　
为你做不可能的事　　
为你我学会弹琴写词　　
为你失去理智　　
为你写诗为你静止　　
为你做不可能的事　　
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子　　
我忘了说　　
最美的是你的名字　　

我什么都能忘记　　
但唯一不忘的是你的名字　　
我什么都能忘记　　
但唯一不忘的是你的样子　　
我什么都能忘记　　
但唯一不忘的是你的名字　　
我什么都能忘记　　
但唯一不忘的是你的样子

2011-02-13T01:00:00.002+08:00

grand piano nano blocks !

lke nice only ! xD

anyways..da dog went bck le..

den heard frm my dad is tt..

da owner of da dog say tt dey gonna buy another small dog..

den my dad was askin if dey cld sell us da dog !

if only tis can happen !

whee~

2011-02-07T22:32:00.002+08:00

aawww..

da dog is gonna leave in lke 2 days time ?

his owner will be bck tmr i guess..

n will be collecting him on wed..

suddenly dun feel lke letting him go..

thou is juz a few days of bein tgt wif him..

but im startin to bu she de le..

he's lke part of my life lke tt le la..

n i realize he lke abit emo emo lke tt..

lke seem to noe tt he will be leavin us sn..

n he nw lke dun wanna go to bed..

:(((((((

2011-02-06T00:45:00.002+08:00

dere goes 3 days of CNY le..

i hav been meetin my baby for da past 3 days..

at 1st i tot we wun be able to meet..

but ended up we meet up wif each other..

whee~

i love charlton chai damn lots ! xD

but den..

today we wun be able to meet..

cuz he gt chalet..

but my frenz comin to my hse..

oh...so sad..

but den i will be meetin him tmr !

shall really start training myself..

cuz whn he go army..

we will be meetin lke once a wk ???

oh well..

aftr tis wk..

is time to start revising..

all my exams comin up..

aftr sch exams..

it will be my ballet exam..

god bless me yea !

hahaz..xD

2011-02-03T11:56:00.001+08:00

my two beloved boyfriend ! :)

hahaz..

i lub lub you two !!!

whee~

2011-02-03T11:49:00.002+08:00

Hi, my name is Le Le !
hahaz..xD
ain't he juz too cute le ? =X
n my baby is jealous tt im spending more time wif lele than wif him..
aawww..hahaz..juz jkin !
my bf is happy tt at least im nt tt scared of him le !
wahahaz..xD
he's kinda playful nw..
keep running ard da hse only..
but sumthing gd is..
he damn damn damn guai..
wahahaz..he dun bark !
make me feel lke gettin a dog !!! =X

2011-01-30T20:56:00.001+08:00

i hav been meetin my peanut for lke everyday..

except today..

hahaz..

oh n my peanut damn gd..

he acc me all da way till pasir ris ytd !

aint he juz too nice ?

well..his peanut face is enough to make my day man !

hahaz..

I love you, peanut ! ♥

2011-01-28T23:08:00.001+08:00

Hope tt it wun be another heart breaking one agn..

juz wish tt it will progress smoothly..

plz dun break my trust for u..

for once u break it..

things wun be da same anymore..

2011-01-26T21:20:00.001+08:00

everything doesnt matter..
whether izzit da past, present or future..
wat matters is only perception..
ur view on da issue itself..

2011-01-23T22:05:00.002+08:00

I remember the times we spent together on those drives
We had a million questions all about our lives
And when we got to New York everything felt right
I wish you were here with me tonight

I remember the days we spent together were not enough
And it used to feel like dreamin' except we always woke up
Never thought not having you here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up and know the stars are
Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you told me about your Jesus

And how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes not having you here...

I sing,
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up and know the stars are
Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I sing,
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up and know the stars are
Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

2011-01-21T23:42:00.000+08:00

[Unconditional Love is the answer]

There was a time in my life I became afraid to love. Because all those times I fell in love, I got hurt. I thought maybe that's why it's called "falling" in love.
I would give my all, loving deeply and wholeheartedly. It would be a truly emotional, extremely euphoric experience. I would dream about the object of my affection all day and all night, imagining good times together, thinking of what I can do or give him to show how much I cared. I would feel light as a feather, energized and excited, literally blooming with the joy I felt inside. Then somehow something would go wrong and my whole world would crash. Disappointment. Resentment. Anger. Pain.

Why? Can we not love without pain? Is disappointment really a price to pay for all the happiness we feel when we're in love? Should we blindly accept that because we love we get hurt?

It was only after many years of soul-searching and internalizing inspirational writings that I discovered that I can love without getting hurt. I finally understood that unconditional love was the answer.

Love is one of the most powerful forces in the universe. It is the fire that burns inside, the essence of being. Love is the source of all our comfort and contentment. It is a precious gift that defines our purpose in life. If we keep in mind that we can indeed preserve its true meaning, we can love to the fullest and be happy the rest of our lives.

Accept that people express love in different ways.

How do YOU express your love? You say "I love you" three times a day, you kiss and embrace him every chance you get, you never forget your anniversaries, and you always prepare his favorite dishes. How does HE express his love? He rarely says "I love you", he seldom kisses you, he forgets your birthday, and he doesn't even try to cook. But he works overtime, walks the dog, helps you with the laundry, takes you to the movies, and calls you "Honey". He probably loves you as much as you love him, he just shows it differently. If you can accept that difference then you can have a healthier perspective of your relationship.

Derive happiness from giving love.

When you love, do it because you want to. There is indescribable joy in loving. Just give it. And cherish the satisfaction in having given someone something of yourself. It's like giving a gift. Whether it is appreciated or not, find joy in simply giving.

Love without expecting anything in return.

Now this is where pain comes in: when you demand something in return for the love you give. You are actually setting yourself up for disappointment because love cannot always be reciprocal. Love between two people can never be of the same intensity at the same time and place. No matter how much your partner loves you, she will never be able to fill all your needs all the time. And you are worst off if you believe you should love only when you are sure to receive equal love in return. Sad to say, you will be waiting in misery forever.

Love now.

The past is gone and the future is just a dream. All of yesterday's aches and pains, even the joys and laughter, are mere memories. Let them go. And your fantasies and worries? They may never come. So why dwell on them? Live now. Give love now. Do it now and enjoy the moment. That is the secret of inner contentment.

Throw away those destructive habits.

When you insist upon yourself that you always have to be in control, that you always have to be right, that others must always please you, you mold unreasonable expectations of yourself and the ones you love. Loving relationships are flexible, dynamic, and evolving. Give room for change and interaction. Allow for new behavior and learning experiences. When we welcome these into our lives, we open ourselves up to love and affection rather than anger and frustration.

Yes, you will say that unconditional love is easier said than done. Especially when we have always believed that love is give and take. Try believing that love is simply giving. They say "Give until it hurts". Let's say "Love until it hurts no more".

Ruby Bayan
oursimplejoys.com

2011-01-16T23:09:00.000+08:00

[The Best Gift I Ever Received]

Somewhere before I've heard the saying, "The best gift parents can ever give to their children is to love each other." I've had the pleasure of witnessing the truth of this statement for over 40 years. From as far back as I can remember my Mom and Dad were a team. A great partnership. They were more than just a partnership. It was as if they were one person. They could drive us kids crazy sometimes, because they were always together "against us." (Okay, so it just seemed like that).
They were really just together in their love "for us", making sure their brood understood the difference between right and wrong and the foundational principles of honesty, trustworthiness, and respect.) Sure, they argued (although, not that much), but there was never any doubt in our minds that any disagreements would be worked through and resolved. Most of my friends, unfortunately, didn't feel that same sense of security when their folks argued.

Mom and Dad began their married life poor, but they worked hard and, over the years, built a very successful business. They each had their strengths and weaknesses, but the way they worked together, you never saw the weaknesses, just the strengths. Dad was the outgoing, more public person with whom people met and right away fell in love. Everyone knew Dad! Then, when they got to meet Mom, they felt the exact same way about her as well. Mom, although not at all shy, was more comfortable being the person behind the scenes. More detail oriented, she ran the books and, according to Dad, was the one who "really made the business work."

I remember one night at dinner asking Dad how much money he made. (Doesn't every teenager want to know!) Dad simply replied, "I don't know, Mama handles all that." I looked at Mom and asked, "Is that true? Dad really doesn't know how much money he makes?" She replied, "Yes, he never has known, and he never asks." All three of us kids looked at Dad for an explanation. His approach was a simple one. "If we want to buy something and Mama says we can afford it, we can afford it."

For my mom and dad, marriage was never a 50/50 arrangement. It was 100/100 - each totally devoted to the happiness of the other. And, because of that, they each received even more joy than they gave. Dad once told me that "true love is when you actually care more about the other person - you love that person more - than you do yourself."

One of my greatest lessons from Mom was the time I told her, as a boy in my mid-teens, that even after I got married one day, she'd always be my favorite girl. Immediately - in a kind but definitely serious manner - she said, "No I won't be. When you get married your wife will be the most important person in your life, and that includes Daddy and me." The biggest lesson about love and marriage that my mom and dad taught us kids was on how to talk "about" your spouse. Have you ever heard husbands and wives, when speaking to others, make unkind remarks about their spouses? It's one of those things people just seem to do. Sure, they're "only kidding," or maybe they are not. But words matter. And words teach, whether positively
and negatively.

You would never hear such a thing from my mom and dad. Dad always speaks of Mom in the most complimentary, glowing terms. As does she of him. This lesson made such an impression on me, I still remember when I was age twelve and we were getting carpet installed in our home. The crew boss was one of those stereotypical beer guzzling, hard-living guys, who would have probably belonged to Ralph Kramden's Raccoon Lodge from the old Honeymooner's TV show. For lunch, my folks bought pizza for the crew. Dad went to talk with the boss about the job. I was around the corner listening.

The boss said, "This is an expensive job. Women will really spend your money, won't they?" Dad responded, "Well, I'll tell you, when they were right there with you before you had any money, it's a pleasure to do anything for them you possibly can." This wasn't the answer the carpet installer expected to hear. He was looking for negative banter about wives which, to him, was natural. He tried again: "But, gee, they'll really play off that and spend all they can, won't they?" Dad replied, as I knew he would, "Hey, when they're the reason you're successful, you want them to do the things they enjoy. There's no greater pleasure." Strike two. The crew boss tried one more time, "And they'll take that as far as they can, huh?" Dad responded, "She's the best thing that ever happened to me. I'd do anything to make her happy."

I was trying not to laugh. I knew he wanted Dad to give in just a little bit and say, "Yeah, I guess that's true." But it wouldn't happen... not in a million years! Finally, the installer gave up and went back to work, probably shaking his head in bewilderment.

Witnessing my dad in that moment taught me more about loving and respecting your wife than anything he could ever have told me about the subject. Mom and Dad are now retired and enjoying their life together, just hanging out, reading, and visiting their children and grandchildren. They recently celebrated their 43rd wedding anniversary. They still hold hands, and they are more in love than ever. Throughout the years, whenever Mom would remind me that I should be looking to get married, I'd say, "Ma, I have plenty of time." She'd jokingly reply that I don't have "that" much time. My Dad would then look at me in that wisdom-filled, city streets bred way of his and say, "Hey, you take all the time you need. If you marry someone just half the woman your mother is, you'll have a great life."

I should only be so lucky.

Bob Burg

2011-01-15T21:21:00.000+08:00

[Can You Install Love ?]

Customer Service Rep: Can you install LOVE?
Customer: I can do that. I'm not very technical, but I think I am ready to install now. What do I do first?

CS Rep: The first step is to open your HEART. Have you located your HEART ma'am?

Customer: Yes I have, but there are several programs running right now. Is it okay to install while they are running?

CS Rep: What programs are running ma'am?

Customer: Let me see.... I have PASTHURT.EXE, LOWESTEEM.EXE, GRUDGE.EXE, and RESENTMENT.COM running right now.

CS Rep: No problem. LOVE will automatically erase PASTHURT.EXE from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory, but it will no longer disrupt other programs. LOVE will eventually overwrite LOWESTEEM.EXE with a module of its own called HIGHESTEEM.EXE. However, you have to completely turn off GRUDGE.EXE and RESENTMENT.COM. Those programs prevent LOVE from being properly installed. Can you turn those off ma'am?

Customer: I don't know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

CS Rep: My pleasure. Go to your Start menu and invoke FORGIVENESS.EXE. Do this as many times as necessary until GRUDGE.EXE and RESENTMENT.COM have been completely erased.

Customer: Okay, I'm done. LOVE has started installing itself automatically. Is that normal?

CS Rep: Yes it is. You should receive a message that says it will reinstall for the life of your HEART. Do you see that message?

Customer: Yes I do. Is it completely installed?

CS Rep: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other HEARTS in order to get the upgrades.

Customer: Oops...I have an error message already. What should I do?

CS Rep: What does the message say?

Customer: It says "ERROR 412 - PROGRAM NOT RUN ON INTERNAL COMPONENTS." What does that mean?

CS Rep: Don't worry ma'am, that's a common problem. It means that the LOVE program is set up to run on external HEARTS but has not yet been run on your HEART. It is one of those complicated programming things, but in non-technical terms it means you have to "LOVE" your own machine before it can "LOVE" others.

Customer: So what should I do?

CS Rep: Can you find the directory called SELFACCEPTANCE"?

Customer: Yes, I have it.

CS Rep: Excellent, you are getting good at this.

Customer: Thank you.

CS Rep: You're welcome. Click on the following files and then copy them to the "MY HEART" directory: FORGIVESELF.DOC, SELFESTEEM.TXT, REALIZEWORTH.TXT and GOODNESS.DOC. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching any faulty programming. Also, you need to delete SELFCRITIC.EXE from all directories, and then empty your recycle bin afterwards to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back.

Customer: Got it. Hey! My HEART is filling up with really neat files. SMILE.MPG is playing on my monitor right now and it shows that WARMTH.COM, PEACE.EXE, and CONTENTMENT.COM are copying themselves all over my HEART!

CS Rep: Then LOVE is installed and running. You should be able to handle it from here. One more thing before I go...
Customer: Yes?

CS Rep: LOVE is freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everybody you meet. They will in turn share it with other people and they will return some really neat modules back to you.

Customer: I will. Thank you for your help.

Author Unknown

2011-01-09T19:41:00.001+08:00

sherllagabriellebaaby:

stevenrosas:

That’s all she really wants. She doesn’t expect you to always know the right thing to say. She doesn’t expect you to sweep her off her feet into a fairytale every time you talk. She doesn’t expect gifts, and neither does she need them. But she does expect respect, she expects you to try, and she expects you to love her. That’s what she wants. She wants those lazy days where you lay her on the bed and take a nap with her, she wants to be in your arms on cold nights just feeling your heartbeat, that’s what she wants. She wants that and she intends to have that with you, you just have to show her you do to.<3

(copied frm tumblr)

2011-01-09T18:38:00.000+08:00

[The Power Of Love]

Viktor Frankl, a Vienna Jew, was interned by the Germans for more than three years. He was moved from one concentration camp to another, even spending several months in Auschwitz. Dr. Frankl said that he learned early that one way to survive was to shave every morning, no matter how sick you were, even if you had to use a piece of broken glass for a razor. For every morning, as the prisoners stood for review, the sickly ones who would not be able to work that day were sent to the gas chambers. If you were shaven, and your face looked ruddier for it, your chances of escaping death that day were better.
Their bodies wasted away on the daily fare of 10 1/2 ounces of bread and 1 3/4 pints of thin gruel. They slept on bare board tiers seven feet wide, nine men to a tier. The nine men shared two blankets together. Three shrill whistles awoke them for work at three A.M.

One morning as they marched out to lay railroad ties in the frozen ground miles from the camp, the accompanying guards kept shouting and driving them with the butts of their rifles. Anyone with sore feet supported himself on his neighbor's arm. The man next to Frankl, hiding his mouth behind his upturned collar whispered: "If our wives could see us now! I do hope they are better off in their camps and don't know what is happening to us."

Frankl writes:
That brought thoughts of my own wife to mind. And as we stumbled on for miles, slipping on icy spots, supporting each other time and again, dragging one another up and onward, nothing was said, but we both knew: each of us was thinking of his wife. Occasionally I looked at the sky, where the stars were fading and the pink light of the morning was beginning to spread behind a dark bank of clouds. But my mind clung to my wife's image, imagining it with an uncanny acuteness. I heard her answering me, saw her smile, her frank and encouraging look.

A thought transfixed me: for the first time in my life I saw the truth as it is set into song by so many poets, proclaimed as the final wisdom by so many thinkers. The truth- that love is the ultimate and highest goal to which man can aspire. Then I grasped the meaning of the greatest secret that human poetry and human thought and belief have to impart: the salvation of man is through love and in love.

And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love. -1 Corinthians 13:13 NIV

Alan Loy McGinnis

2011-01-09T18:30:00.002+08:00

[A Test Of Love]

John Blanchard stood up from the bench, straightened his Army uniform, and studied the crowd of people making their way through Grand Central Station.
He looked for the girl whose heart he knew, but whose face he didn't, the girl with the rose. His interest in her had begun thirteen months before in a Florida library. Taking a book off the shelf he found himself intrigued, not with the words of the book, but with the notes penciled in the margin. The soft handwriting reflected a thoughtful soul and insightful mind.

In the front of the book, he discovered the previous owner's name, Miss Hollis Maynell. With time and effort he located her address. She lived in New York City. He wrote her a letter introducing himself and inviting her to correspond. The next day he was shipped overseas for service in World War II.

During the next year and one-month the two grew to know each other through the mail. Each letter was a seed falling on a fertile heart. A Romance was budding.

Blanchard requested a photograph, but she refused. She felt that if he really cared, it wouldn't matter what she looked like.

When the day finally came for him to return from Europe, they scheduled their first meeting - 7:00 PM at the Grand Central Station in New York.

"You'll recognize me," she wrote, "by the red rose I'll be wearing on my lapel."

So at 7:00 he was in the station looking for a girl whose heart he loved, but whose face he'd never seen.

I'll let Mr. Blanchard tell you what happened:

A young woman was coming toward me, her figure long and slim. Her blonde hair lay back in curls from her delicate ears; her eyes were blue as flowers. Her lips and chin had a gentle firmness, and in her pale green suit she was like springtime come alive.

I started toward her, entirely forgetting to notice that she was not wearing a rose. As I moved, a small, provocative smile curved her lips.

"Going my way, sailor?" she murmured.

Almost uncontrollably I made one step closer to her, and then I saw Hollis Maynell. She was standing almost directly behind the girl. A woman well past 40, she had graying hair tucked under a worn hat. She was more than plump, her thick-ankled feet thrust into low-heeled shoes. The girl in the green suit was walking quickly away.

I felt as though I was split in two, so keen was my desire to follow her, and yet so deep was my longing for the woman whose spirit had truly companioned me and upheld my own.

And there she stood. Her pale, plump face was gentle and sensible, her gray eyes had a warm and kindly twinkle. I did not hesitate. My fingers gripped the small worn blue leather copy of the book that was to identify me to her.

This would not be love, but it would be something precious, something perhaps even better than love, a friendship for which I had been and must ever be grateful. I squared my shoulders and saluted and held out the book to the woman, even though while I spoke I felt choked by the bitterness of my disappointment.

"I'm Lieutenant John Blanchard, and you must be Miss Maynell. I am so glad you could meet me; may I take you to dinner?"

The woman's face broadened into a tolerant smile.

"I don't know what this is about, son," she answered, "but the young lady in the green suit who just went by, she begged me to wear this rose on my coat. And she said if you were to ask me out to dinner, I should go and tell you that she is waiting for you in the big restaurant across the street. She said it was some kind of test!"

Author Unknown

The Traveling Angels

2011-01-09T17:38:00.002+08:00

[The Travelling Angels]

Two traveling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy family. The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the mansions guest room. Instead the angels were given a space in the cold basement.

As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied..."Things arent always what they seem."

The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife. After sharing what little food they had the couple let the angels sleep in their bed where they could have a good nights rest.

When the sun came up the next morning the angels found the farmer and his wife in tears. Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole income, lay dead in the field.

The younger angel was infuriated and asked the older angel, "How could you have let this happen? The first man had everything, yet you helped him", she accused. "The second family had little but was willing to share everything, and you let their cow die!"

"Things arent always what they seem", the older angel replied. "When we stayed in the basement of the mansion, I noticed there was gold stored in that hole in the wall. Since the owner was so obsessed with greed and unwilling to share his good fortune, I sealed the wall so he wouldn't find it. Then, last night as we slept in the farmers bed, the angel of death came for his wife. I gave her the cow instead. Things arent always what they seem".

Sometimes this is exactly what happens when things don't turn out the way you expected. If you have faith, you just need to trust that every outcome is always to your advantage. You might not know it until some time later.

Author Unknown

2011-01-04T20:55:00.000+08:00

woolala~

dere i go agn..
i pass another module..

whee~

n is nt borderline pass..
i pass it wif a C+

wahahahahahaz..
so for REE..im gonna aim for a B/B+

whee~

GPA 2.5 im coming !

wait for me..xD

2011-01-03T23:19:00.002+08:00

a gd start for sch ???

knowing tt i pass 2 of da modules..

n is nt a juz pass wor..
whee~

still gt another 2 more modules da results..
well..i can say tis is a gd start..
my path for GPA 2.5 is comin !

for RS i gt a C

for maths i gt a B

aiming for an A for maths & a B for RS !

as for HMT & BPA..

i shall c hw's my results 1st..

b4 deciding wat i'll aim for semestral exam..

to xyuanz:

i'll try my vry best to aim for a 3.0 GPA

but i guess it will be abit difficult..

cuz my current GPA only 1.8

well..thanks for motivating me to study..

if i cant get a 3.0 GPA..

i will at least get a 2.5 GPA..xD

2010-12-29T01:13:00.002+08:00

my resolution for 2011:

1) to be able to cope well wif dance & studies

2) to be able to do well for dance(grd 6 & inter found)

3) nt to fail any modules for tis sem
4) to score at least a 2.2 for my current sem

5) to spend more time wif my frenz
6) to appreciate my family & frenz
7) learn to be thankful

i guess tt's all..
will add on if i tot of any..xD

2010-12-24T23:37:00.002+08:00

whee ~

christmas is here !!!

but sumhw i dun get da feel of xmas :(

oh well, currently i gt 2 xmas gifts..

1 frm Eunice, da other frm gift exchange..

anymore to cme ???

any kind soul out dere givin me xmas present ???

christmas is da season of thanksgiving..

so im here to thank ppl !!!

i shall list those impt ones out ! xD

1. my 10 yrs butt (ahtham)

2. my beloved salsa ! (sarah)

3. my beloved asshole (agnes)

4. my wonderful bf (xyuanz)

5. my hamster (wenxin)

6. my cookie (shawn)

7. my pigpig (weichard)

8. uncle a.k.a ah beng (zhihui)

9. my bear bear (eddy)

10. my 2 brothers (jingzhi & andre)

11. my darling (joey)

12. weibin (jovin)

oh n of cuz my family (parents & sis)

n last but nt least JESUS !!!! xD

without jesus, i wun be hu i m..

i wun be able to pass by all da difficult moments..

n all those hu hav brought smile to me in a way or another..

hahaz..too many ppl to thank liao..

so im sry if i did miss 1 of u out !

oh well..rmbr to celebrate christmas wif ur loved ones oh !

merry christmas & hav a fruitful year ahead ! xD

2010-12-24T00:47:00.000+08:00

attendin xmas party tmr..

hope tt da xmas feel is dere..xD

whee~

2010-12-23T01:10:00.001+08:00

im sry for hurtin u..

but seriously, thankyou for da blog..

it really touched me..xD

thankyou !

2010-12-14T23:27:00.002+08:00

switchin my brains frm CT to camp..

n frm camp to CT..

tired tired..super tired..

is either i chiong for my revision..

or i prepare n check for my camp..

omg..i nid a break..

tokin abt busy schedule..

i'll be dancing lke 4 times a wk frm jan onwards..

omg..spendin so much time on dance..

i hope my effort dun go dwn da drain..

anyways god bless to those still havin CT..

whether izzit 2nd last or last ppr..

jiayous ! xD

aftr CT jiu hols le..

but aftr hols is chiongin time agn..

i seriously hopin tt whn i wake up tmr..

it will be feb ordy..

den i can enjoy my long long hols..

2010-12-11T19:53:00.003+08:00

2010-12-10T11:26:00.003+08:00

if u ever realize in marriage, b4 da groom even gets his bride..

da groom wif the brothers, hav to go thru wateva da obstacles da sisters hav set..

juz lke a relationship, da boy hav to be courage enough to ask da gal for stead..

or mayb for sum brave galz, it will be da other way round..

but no matter wat, whether izzit marriage or get into a relationship..

juz for two ppl to be tgt..

dey hav to go thru alot of obstacles, b4 gettin to a happy endin..

but well, one thing i dun understand is..

both went thru so much in order to be tgt..

hw r dey able to let go suddenly..

hw will ppl still ended up divorcing or breaking up..

isnt tt silly ???

u put in alot to get the person u luv..

in da end, sum might ended up givin up???

tis is sumthing tt cant be explained..

2010-12-10T00:16:00.004+08:00

"I don't wanna know. If you're playing me, keep it on the low. Cause my heart can't take it anymore."
"It's been proven, my love you abusing."
"I'm not applying no pressure, just want you to know that I don't wanna let you go and I don't wanna let you leave."

2010-12-04T21:42:00.003+08:00

Rapunzel, a movie worth watchin..

though is lke fairytale..

but fairytale oway melts once heart ! xD

anyways..today ended up only wif 3 of us..

cuz mie mie was dwn wif cough

so she cant make it..

recover sn mie mie ! xD

u gt ur audition comin up..

n only today..

i gt to tt cine gt da wanton shop too..

next time i go twn juz go cine can liao..

gt my wanton + SMG + rockstar !

ohohoh..n i was hinted by ahtham to get her a bb cover for xmas..

sld i grant her da hintin ???

hmmm..let me consider..hahaz..

cuz da bb cover is frm rockstar ! :(

or i sld ask xunlogy to get for her instead..

hahaz..shall c my mood bah..

hehe..xD

n for da wks comin up will be my test..

class test common test..

omg.. :(

so dun lke tis..

but tt's studies..

im gonna pass all my modules..xD

for myself n for my baby ! xD

baby, i'll listen to u n nt skip lesson n study hard..

tis is a promise frm me..xD

♥♥♥

2010-12-03T19:43:00.001+08:00

tmr will be a day out wif da ladies ! x)

gonna catch rapunzel & gg SMG !

2010-12-03T14:09:00.003+08:00

H.O.L.L.A.N.D
Hope Our Love Lasts And Never Dies.
I.T.A.L.Y.
I Trust And Love You.
L.I.B.Y.A.
Love Is Beautiful; You Also.
F.R.A.N.C.E.
Friendships Remain And Never Can End.
C.H.I.N.A.
Come Here….. I Need Affection.
B.U.R.M.A.
Between Us, Remember Me Always.
N.E.P.A.L.
Never Ever Part As Lovers.
I.N.D.I.A.
I Nearly Died In Adoration.
K.E.N.Y.A
Keep Everything Nice, Yet Arousing.
C.A.N.A.D.A.
Cute And Naughty Action that developed into attraction
K.O.R.E.A.
Keep Optimistic Regardless of Every adversity.
E.G.Y.P.T.
Everything's Great, You Pretty Thing!
M.A.N.I.L.A.
May All Nights Inspire Love Always.
P.E.R.U.
Phorget (Forget) Everyone... Remember Us.
T.H.A.I.L.A.N.D.
Totally Happy. Always In Love And Never Dull.

2010-11-29T19:52:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry I'm bad,

I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know,

I cant take it back.
I love how you kiss,

I love all your sounds
And baby,

the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say,

I'm sorry

2010-11-25T15:49:00.002+08:00

is nt da 1st time le..
Whnever it happens I gt no choice
but to put on a smile on my face..
dere's nth I can do..
Haish.. :(
dun feel sry..I'm juz sian over it..

2010-11-23T22:26:00.001+08:00

credits to ahtham ! :)

2010-11-19T19:38:00.000+08:00

CHRISTMAS IS COMING !!!

2010-11-19T19:36:00.002+08:00

to all my best friends out dere..

i luv u all !!!

my 10 yrs fren : ahtham

my hamster: wenxin

my salsa: sarah chua

my darling: joey la

my asshole: agnes wan

& my fellow gbmates: wilona, steffi, xt, etc..

2010-11-19T19:34:00.000+08:00

2010-11-19T19:16:00.001+08:00

meetin up wif buddies tmr ! x)

im so sry tt nt every gatherin im able to join u all..

oh oh oh..n ppl lke Lynn & ZH..

is time we start plannin for Jes bday

wahahahaz !!!

oops=X

Jes plz dun kill me..xP

tmr gonna be an Awesome day ! xD

2010-11-12T16:53:00.003+08:00

hmmm..aftr so long..

we r gg to hav a GB Alumni ♥ gatherin ltr..

gg cathay for Astons ! :)

den to iluma for KOI !

i shall take fotos wif dem n upload !

den u'll be able to meet all da lovely ppl ! :)

n sld really start studyin..

mon gonna hav class test =X

n jiayous to RP ppl hu will be havin UT ! :)

God Bless ! x)

2010-11-09T00:01:00.001+08:00

time to start my revision n oso complete my assignment

i'll be havin tests on next few wks i guess

for wk 8 will be common test liao

means b4 tt will hav class test

means i sld cut dwn on playin time

but i guess i spend more time slpin =X

2010-11-06T20:16:00.001+08:00

I Love You ! xD

I love my boyfriend ! ♥♥♥

2010-11-05T23:33:00.002+08:00

a movie worth watchin..

NICE (Y)(Y)(Y)

u can c tt whn sum1 change u

no matter hw evil u r

u will still change for da gd ! :)

hahaz..

i had a vry fun day today

hahaz..

painted my nails nude

cuttin my hair

n meetin my beloved BOYFRIEND ! x)

my one n only lil pig soldier !

luv u super lots !

♥♥♥

2010-11-03T19:17:00.002+08:00

dun promise tt u will be dere for me 4eva

dun promise tt i'll be ur one n only

dun promise tt u will nt leave me

dun promise me anything..

is nt tt it's nt a gd thing..

of cuz is sweet whn u make all tis promises

but den it'll hurts more if u were to leave me one day

for those will be da things tt reminds me of u..

so i rather u dun make any promises

den to break any of it

for promises r oways meant to be broken..

tis might cause sum hurt..

but tis is really wat im thinkin..

for ppl oways make promises to me n break it

but no matter wat

u r my luv, my baby ! :)

I Love You !

2010-10-31T19:49:00.000+08:00

I Love You ! x)

2010-10-30T23:11:00.000+08:00

hw long do i hav to wait ???

if it's nt gonna be a gd news

den tis is juz a waste of my time..

2010-10-24T23:17:00.001+08:00

r u willing to hold my hand till da end of time ???

2010-10-24T23:16:00.001+08:00

2010-10-24T00:38:00.002+08:00

saw da yellow thingy ???

it's da dinosaur head..

my sis find it disgusting but i find it nice..

daily grown of da dinosaur will be taken dwn..

oh n my mum was damn cute..

cuz i gt work today..

n i started growin da egg b4 i went to work

n she was lke tellin me

"u grow nw den u wun be able to c it grow leh"

she tot it will grow within a few hrs..

hw cute can my mum gets at times !

hahaz..xD

2010-10-23T00:43:00.002+08:00

thankyou for da gift ! x)

n oso da badge (thou is i ownself declare is mine..)

hahaz..lub lub..♥

things r gg well for nw

n it shall continue to goes on well

hehe..lalas ~

whee ~

2010-10-21T19:47:00.001+08:00

告诉你瞒着你只不过是个决定
放弃你忘记你只怕我无法前进
不知道为什么会如此莫名紧张你
我越了解你，越靠近你，越犹豫
明知道我爱你却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理幸福在手里
我恨自己无能为力
明知道我爱你却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意反而痛了自己
多痛都可以不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道我也没关系
（真的没关系）
告诉你瞒着你只不过是个决定
但为何到如今我依然无法前进
不知道为什么会如此莫名紧张你
我越了解你越靠近你越犹豫
明知道我爱你却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理幸福在手里
我恨自己无能为力
明知道我爱你却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意反而痛了自己
多痛都可以不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道我也没关系
明知道我爱你
假装不在意
多痛都可以不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道真的没关系

i do noe tt im in luv wif u..

2010-10-19T22:59:00.002+08:00

today is da 2nd day of sch..

but im tired lke dunno wat..

nt used to slpin early n wakin up early

haish..

i wan pig all i wan ! :(

n everyday i gt hme i confirm nap

wat a bad habit i've taken up tis sem

goodness me ! :(

if only sch starts aftr 1pm..

2010-10-17T12:27:00.000+08:00

Pencil: I'm sorry
Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.
Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.
Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)

I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on). Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.

"All my life, I've been the pencil.. And it pains me to see the eraser that is my parents getting smaller and smaller each day. For I know that one day, all that I'm left with would be eraser shavings and memories of what I used to have..."

This is to all the parents out there...

2010-10-16T14:41:00.001+08:00

pics of da sandart !

more of it on fb !

sense of achievement..

i chiong fin 2 bottle within 2 days !

pro or wat..hahaz.. xD

2010-10-14T22:52:00.003+08:00

meet my beloved asshole ytd !
n we camwhore under da scorching sun..
OMG..bright ttm !
but da lighting effect damn nice
i lub lub my boyfriend !
♥♥♥

2010-10-14T16:22:00.000+08:00

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

2010-10-13T23:35:00.002+08:00

hating tis more n more

is juz a place for me to stay in

wat an unfair treatment

super biased

frm da vry day i noe abt da equal treatment

it was da day my happiness r all gone

no more smiles on my face

i mean smile frm da bottom of my heart

i wish to be 21 asap n to grow up

den i can juz move out

2010-10-12T00:52:00.002+08:00

oh boy..

im damn pissed today

damn waste of time

travel all da way to sch

n yet lecture nt in

den module cood dun let me register

wth is tis..

plus nt lke i nvr make appt

i did la..but fly me aeroplane..

argh !!!

den say will get bck to me

wat shit is tis man

waste my time

i still prefer pem more

haish..

plannin timetable juz sux ttm

waste my time only

den i nid go bck agn tis wk

wtf man..asshole..

2010-10-09T22:24:00.002+08:00

"If you just realize what I just realized

Then we'd be perfect for each other and we'll never find another

Just realize what I just realized

We'd never have to wonder if we missed out on each other"

2010-10-08T02:06:00.003+08:00

"But you put on quite a show, really had me going

But now it's time to go, curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show, very entertaining
But it's over now
(But it's over now)
Go on and take a bow"

wat a show u put up

nt bad, entertainin !

i'll cooperate to make it beta..

whn da curtain close

i hope tis show will be compliment

by da audience applause..

n it marks dere's no pt to continue actin~

2010-10-06T00:44:00.001+08:00

sum pictures frm da wedding..

da rest r on fb :)

is nice..but tirin :(

2010-10-04T23:29:00.003+08:00

quite busy durin da wkend..

nvr work but met up wif polymates & juniors..

fri was wif nicole & sarah..

went bugis..

n sarah dunno iluma gt koi..

hahaz..

anyways it was a random outin thou :)

as for sat..

met up wif polymates..

went for suki sushi buffet & movie !

watched " the other guys"..

quite nice n u will laugh lke mad for da start..

den sun went twn wif parents !

went shopping

whee~

shop for my gowns..

n mama bought a wallet..

n i brought dem to Xinwang to eat..

da 3 of us shared da mango ice..

it was huge !!!

oh n had fun while eatin it..

cuz dad n i keep diggin holes in da ice =X

hahaz..lke a kid !

i luv my parents ! xD

today met XL to go FEP

she juz too awesome !

no doubt is my decade fren !

i lub lub u..

tmr n wed will still be busy..

will only get to rest on thurs..

suddenly my hols bcme so busy =X

but i lke..

juz tt nt enough cash :(

so im gonna save my wkends for work ! :)

2010-09-29T14:36:00.003+08:00

"We're just friends, What are you sayin?"

2010-09-28T22:37:00.003+08:00

it has been long since i last took fotos wif boyfriend..

we went dating today

aftr GS briefing

whee~

i lub lub asshole :)

dun ask me abt my results

i will say tt i did beta den last sem

nt countin failin REE :)

but im gonna enjoy da rest of da hols !

2010-09-27T20:50:00.002+08:00

im waiting for sum1..

2010-09-24T01:03:00.002+08:00

juz watched my sister's keeper

indeed a nice movie

but juz tt it reminds me of my grandma

reminds me of hw she suffered b4 she left us

hw much pain she went thru

n hw helpless i felt whn i cant ease her pain

grandma, i miss u :(

u r da 1 tt cook gd food for us

da 1 tt rmbr tt i luv tang yuan

n tt u will deliver it to me whnever u make it

da special meaning of y i luv tang yuan even more

for i guess

tt's da only memory left for me

abt my grandma

2010-09-23T16:42:00.002+08:00

had meetin ytd nite at CC

aftr tt went market for supper

den we had a random lantern festival cele

played wif sparkles n oso lantern

it has been long since i hold lantern n hav a walk

hahaz..

thou is a short 1

but is fun ! :)

as for today..

im finally meetin asshole..

whee~

gonna meet her aftr her work for dinner :)

wif zhen qi too :)

asshole i lub lub u :)

2010-09-21T00:33:00.002+08:00

aftr bein stuck at hme..

since da start of hols..

i finally get to go out :)

i had lots of fun today at USS ! :)

whee~

n oso a fun time playin wii today :)

a tirin day cuz lack of rest

but hu cares whn u dun lack FUN !

i shall enjoy my hols ttm !

n oso work so i gt money for shoppin plus savin :)

if tis is wat u wan, fine i'll do as u say..

im ordy a toy frm da start..

is juz me bein stupid..

2010-09-16T02:46:00.002+08:00

memories sumtimes juz flashbck..

n tt's whn i will miss da time tt we used to hav

times whn we crap alot of rubbish

whether izzit abt edwin

or even abt bein a kid

sumtimes i juz miss da guy tt i used to call him boyboy

i dunno y

but memories sure cme bck whn i meet

i do miss boyboy at times

i guess u r lke da 2nd guy tt i cant really get over wif

da 1st guy is gordon

at times i still miss sec sch period

whn i hav gordon acc me

if only we ended up tgt

hw will da both of us be lke nw..

n perhaps i dun nid to go thru so much pain..

2010-09-15T01:11:00.001+08:00

我和你啊存在一种危险关系
彼此挟持这另一部份的自己
本以为这完整了爱的定义
那就乖乖的守护着你
相爱变成猜忌怀疑的烂游戏
规则是要憋着呼吸越靠越近
但你的温柔是我唯一沉溺
你是爱我的就不怕有缝隙
在我心上用力的开一枪
让一切归零在这声巨响
如果爱是说什么都不能放
我不挣扎反正我也没差

人质在这一刻得到释放
相爱的纯粹落得如此下场
你满意吗我们都别说谎

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The Traveling Angels

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